i will be having nightmares tonight thank you
"People are perfectly happy to see women as sex objects, but the actual biologic of our bodies is apparently gross and unmentionable."
- Our Bodies, Ourselves.
Why is it so easy to miss things that proably wasnt real to began with.
Why do I miss friends I never really had…
Is it so wrong to just want to belong?
To be wanted other than admired or lusted after?
But to belong in ones joy and laughter
To belong in ones plans or days because I bring something to the table.
Why cant I be befriended?
What have I done so horribly wrong to not belong?
Is it in this life or a past?
Why cant I share sunshine with those who are dear, even peer
Yet my mind deceives me
Lying, catering to my insecurities
Baiting me into belief that it is of my own doing…
For the longest I’ve believed that I am a longer…
Beautiful girls cannot have friends
But why must I believe that?
They do have friends
Cliques, circles , and gangs!
Why must my gravitational pull be so low?
Why must 96% of my friendship be seasonal.
Why do I even fucking care…
Why did I have to experience belonging to have it all slip away..
Summer soon will be approaching and all I will be left with is memories of friends who have come and gone…
I don’t want to be popular. ..
I want to belong. -nbsp
Obsolete: living; possessing life; not dead.
Etymology: from Latin vivus “alive”.
Omg ^___^ / SUICIDE : Baby (Shintaro Kago)